So if any of you wants to arrange a marriage for me, go for it. I won't object. I want to have kids someday.
Just don't arrange a marriage until I'm at least 27. Until then, I'm hands off. I'm gonna focus on my career and my book.
Until then, I'll work on skipping the emotions I know I'll get over.
On a lighter note, I went to court today to plead guilty for a moving violation: following too close, which resulted in a collision. The judge was scary, as were the people in court, but I went alone, owned up to my fault, said I couldn't afford to pay the fine today, prayed he wouldn't lock me up for 5 days as was his right, and he went nice on me. Split up the payment of my fine into two payments, one October 7th and the other November somethingth. I hope to never go back unless I decide to go to Law School to become a judge myself. That's still something I'm considering doing in a few years.
i've also started singing again. now that's a stress reliever. haven't been able to do that with roomies around, because 1) i'm self-conscious about singing, 2) since i didn't practice, my voice went bad, and 3) i don't like singing when my voice is bad. but now there are some times when i'm alone and i can sing whatever i please. so wonderful.
and i watched an audrey hepburn film recently. it was as wonderful as always. but i think i'm gonna have to watch a few more with some krispy kremes or reese's mini PB cups. that will hit the spot.
also, i lost my iPod. I think someone stole it at work. I will never trust anyone ever again when they say my stuff is safe anywhere. i will get a portable safe with wheels. i don't care how inconvenient it is. i'm going semi-pessimistic, because full-pessimists are too dreary to be around.
video link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDEEzS7OV2k
5 comments:
Hey Britt, I think I could use some Audrey Hepburn films myself. But of course you are too far away. Where is the dislike button. I hope I can see you soon. Love you!
Awww, Britt! I'm sorry you're having a rough time. It's no fun. Are you sure you want an arranged marriage? It could end being the blind date that wouldn't stop! It would be like bad dating with no end in sight!
But I'm glad you're singing again. Makes life so much better, doesn't it? :-) Well, I hope things start to look up for you. You deserve it!
Sometimes I feel the same way about arranged marriages, but I can't even get anyone to arrange a date for me! (and here I am already 26 1/2. I'm fairly confident that I'm going to be dateless forever.)
But singing has always been my escape. Music saves! :D
#1 - i'm not happy with scott being in that club...and now i'm not happy with you being in that club. just meant he wasn't yours...you have to get through the frogs, it's okay to put yourself out there.
#2 - why did you bring your ipod to work? is there a lost and found?
#3 - want me to smack someone?
#4 - i love you. period.
Remember the time I can home from school and you were singing at the top of your lungs, and you were way embarassed when you found out that I had stopped to listen? Yeah that was great, and you have a amazing voice, so sing your little heart out, and don't be afraid to share it with people :)
And don't give up on dating, you are SO young, you have to work through all the losers, geeks, and weirdos to find Mr. Right. We'll both find someone someday, I know it. AND you can still focus on your career without giving up :)
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